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I'm Not suppose to fucking feel this way… If you can't have it.. .. u cant fucking have it.
somehow i feel like going into the army.. and like get brain washed or some shit like tt.

argh.. I hate weekends.

Welcome to the suck.

Suggested techniques for the marine to use in the avoidance of boredom and loneliness: Masturbation. Rereading of letters from unfaithful wives and girlfriends. Cleaning your rifle. Further masturbation. Rewiring Walkman. Arguing about religion and meaning of life. Discussing in detail, every woman the marine has ever fucked. Debating differences, such as Cuban vs. Mexican, Harleys vs. Hondas, left- vs. right-handed masturbation. Further cleaning of rifle. Studying of phillipino mail order bride catalogue. Further masturbation. Planning of marine's first meal on return home. Imagining what a marine's girlfriend and her man Jody are doing in the hey, or in the alley, or in a hotel bed.

Jarhead – Directed by Sam Mendes

Jake Gyllenhaal & Jamie Foxx did a really good job in the movie. If you are looking for an ANTI-WAR film / GORE film/ Alot of "Kabooms here and there" film.. this is not it. if you love American Beauty, Lord of war… this is it.

Get the DVD.. it's out already ..

7.9/10 

When was the last time…

… you did something nice for someone 

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Threesome siah.

NO 3D INVOLVED

Misread.

I guess it's up to me now
Should I take that risk or just smile?

What do you know
It happened again

Music for Jon’s Ride.

After KTV last night, Jon Jo and Me headed for HK cafe for some french toast. And yessssssssssss Jon's Land Rover finally has Speakers… and here is the list of songs we listen to during the trip.

1) Beck – Girl
2) The Cure – Friday I'm in love
3) Death Cab – Soul Meets Body.
4) Gorillaz – Feel Good Inc
5) Morrissey – Suedehead
6) Morrissey – You have killed me
7) Morrissey – First of the gang
Postal Service – Such Great Heights
9) Stereophonics – Dakota
10) Suede – Beautiful Ones
11) The Killers – Somebody Told Me

Can't wait for the BASS speakers for the jeep!

The Strokes – Heart in a cage

Check out the MTV.

Transatlanticism

The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how
The clouds above opened up and let it out
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
when the water filled every hole
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean
making islands where no islands should go (oh no...)

Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your
door have been silenced forevermore
And the distance is quite simply much to far for me to row;
it seems farther than ever before (oh no...)

I need you so much closer...

So come on; come on...

I’ll follow you into the dark.

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark 

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs 

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark 

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back 

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs 

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark 

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms 

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs 

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark

VIdeo Inspired by Death Cab for Cutie - I'll follow you into the dark.

You will be enlisted on 2nd June as scheduled.

Dear Sir,

Deferment from full-time National Service

1. Please refer to your request for deferement from full-time National Service till 1 Aug 2006, to go for an overseas attachment programme with Bruce Dunlop & Associates (BDA) in london, UK.

2. We have reviewed your request throughly but regret to inform you that it cannot be acceded to.

3. You will be enlisted on 2nd June as scheduled.

4. Have fun in Tekong. (*i added this myself*)
Yours Faithfully
MINDEF